Thursday, March 22, 2012

Somehow I've found motivation?!

I'm so exhausted right now, I'm at the point of delirium.

I am so fucking proud of myself for this week.

I haven't eaten meat in a week! I've stuck with it!

I feel awesome!

I have so much energy (with the exception of right now), I am finally feeling like I don't need amphetamines in order to be productive, I've been keeping the house clean, and...

Working out every day and staying within my calorie range.

Sunday, March 18, 2012

Goin' Green

Well...

It's been a while.

Hello, again, Bloggerland!

I tried the lithium for two weeks and then, successfully, lobbied my psychiatrist to put me on Wellbutrin instead.

I haven't seen a huge change yet, but I've only been on it for a week.

I've also taken a rather huge step in stopping my Vyvanse. While I do have ADHD, I think I've been using amphetamines for a long time as a crutch - especially for controlling my eating.

The first few days were utter hell.